Words of a wandering soul

Aaj meri dhadkan kuch dheemi si hai.. Aaj mere ehsaas kuch feeke se hai... Najaane kis yaad me beeti hai aakhri raat... Aaj mere hoth kuch sookhe se hai... Kuch kashish is chal rahi hai mann me.. Kuch shor sa chal raha hai mann me... Najaane kab hogi tujhse phir waisi baatein... Kuch khawaish si chal rahi hai mann me... Saara raasta tera intezaar kiya aaj... Kahi kisi mod pe teri ek jhalak mil jaaye... Pata tha mere dil ko tu nahi hai kareeb... Par phir bhi khwaish thi aaj hum mil jaaye... Bin tere har lamha kuch soona sa lagta hai... Bin tere naa koi raasta apna sa lagta hai... Log to najaane kitne hai jaane anjaane.. Bin tere magar naa koi apna sa lagta hai... Intezaar to mujhe us lamhe ka hai ab.... Tera naam chalkega meri muskurahat pe jab... Phir honge saath jab wo sukoon bhare pal... Hoga tera haat mere haatho me jab... Zindagi to kat jaayegi us pal ke intezaar me... Waqt bewaqt shayad yaad karu jab rahu faraar main.. Tu udaas na hona main hu har pal saath t...

Sang chalu tera haath thame aaj ye khawish jagi hai mann me... Chand pyar bhare lamhe guzaru sang tere ek kashish hai mann me.. wo teri baatein wo tera muskurana, wo tera pyar se meri ungliyon ko sehlana ...Wo tutne wale taare wo nashe se bhara chaand, wo yaado bhare raaste wo pyaar se bhara haath... Sath hogi mere tu sath hoga sara jahaan... Jab tu hogi sang mere jab tu hogi wapas yahaan.. Wo pyar se tera geet gaana, fir bin bole kahi kho jana.. Bahot yaad aayega har ek pal jab na hogi tu sang...bahot yaad aayega har ek pal....jab tu na hogi sang...Ye pata hai pal guzar jayenge aur fir tu hogi kareeb.. ek naya saal hoga ek nayi umeed... Fir sath chal denge dono milke dhundne wo naya jahaan... Wo naye raaste koi na hoga wahaan...Wo tutne wale taare wo nashe se bhara chaand, wo yaado bhare raaste wo pyaar se bhara haath... Sath hogi mere tu sath hoga sara jahaan... Jab tu hogi sang mere jab tu hogi wapas yahaan...Tere sath ki aadat kuch aisi  hui hai, tere bina zindagi jaise adhur...

तेरी यादो के सहारे जी तो लेंगे खामोश से, मगर वो हाथ कहा से लाये जो थाम जाते थे हम, अब भी कुछ वक़्त है तेरे रुखसत होने में, मगर ये धड़कन अभी से जाने क्यों थम सी गयी है, लगता है कुछ ऐसे के खो रहे है हम एक किताब, ज़िन्दगी का एक पन्ना पढ़ने से पहले, तुझे चिट्ठियाँ नहीं करवटों की नकल भेजेंगे, अब चादर के नीचे रूखे ख़याल लगाने लगे हैं हम, दुआ यही है के खुश रहना तू जहां भी रहे, मत आंसू बहाना वापस आने से पहले, क्योंकि जब होगी करीब फिर से तू यहां, आंसू पोछ लेंगे हम आँखों में आने से पहले... 

It all started with short breaks and cups of tea.. The gossips and updates sometimes made us wee... Trying to console each other we tried most of the time... When we are together things seem to be just fine... I have seen you cry when you had a fight... We sat together to discuss what if and what might... Wiping your tears was the beginning of care... I told you things will be alright...i am there... I have seen you laugh when you saw the brighter side... Ignoring things that hurt and opening the happiness doors wide... Not caring for the world yet doing things the caring way... Its from you i have learnt to smile...come what may... I have seen you smile like everyday after night... Just living in the present never looking behind... When the workday gets over and you wind... In comes another life as beautiful as the oldest wine.. I have seen you dance and its worth the while... I have seen you enjoying that moment like surfing on the Nile... Dancing your heart ...